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31July 2009 - 9.19pm
i'm freaking bored!!!! I WANT TO GO OUTTTTTT!
but i bet my father wont allow. hais.
whatever i will sleep whole day then.

went to meet ahwang & jiaqi after they released from school.
but the problem is, i was thinking about my food until i forget my eyelash.
jiaqi accompany me to point to bank in money.
just as i say, i was curst-ing them. hahas!

&ahwang told me yesterday that me & felicia table has been pushed to the window.
hello, i'm just on one week MC not quiting school now.
i know i don't look like a student. but at least leave my table alone.
i need the table to sleep. LOL. i promise to kill the people who push my table.

&gibson even call jiaqi to pass me my worksheet when i was sick.
she even haunt me when i'm sick! black fat ass. =.=

reply of tags :
cheryl ; where?
keting ; zou yi bu suan yi bu ba. XDDD
hamster ; i'm not princess. =.=

earlier in the morning
i hate to blog without pictures.
but i feel like blogging because i have nothing to do.
=.=

anyway, people are asking about me.
i'm fine & thanks for asking & caring.
although many said that i will not live until very old,
but at least i won't die at the age of 17. HAHA!

i have to make my way down to bank in money later.
i hate queuing up. it simply waste my time.
&if the queue is fast, it's still acceptable.
but people are taking their own sweet time doing their banking in.
i really don't understand what's there to stick at.
i will be busy curst-ing them while waiting.

&because i have to wait so long for them to take their own sweet time,
i take my own sweet time too when its my turn. yi ya huan ya. understand. XD
so people behind me will be curst-ing me like nobody business &
bad mouthing me with all those vulgarities. but the most important thing is,
YUFEN DON'T CARE.

i'm craving for soft drink like pepsi for a few days already.
but my cough is getting worst until i sound like ahdu. =.=
i'm very healthy this few days. cause i only drink plain water thats all.
i feel like eating everything but my throat is rejecting all of them.
thus, i grow thinner by 2 kg this 3 days. COOL MAN!

i hope my stomach grow smaller this few day so even if i'm fully recovered,
i will eat lesser. i feel like eating macdonald now. maybe i shall order later.
&eat everything before going back home so that my mum wont know.
hahas.

reply of tags :
felicia ; hahas drink more water. i also don't know why i sick.
keting ; hmms, are you very sure. i think i'm better. LOL
hamster ; hahas H1N1, so medicine also alot.
jiaqi ; lols. even if i hao le also cant go school. tuesday then going back. i msg you.
yanqi ; ok ahwang. i come back give you sweet okay. hahas.

30 July 2009 - 3.56p.m
SOMEBODY(you know yourself) didnt wake me up as told.
&thus, i didnt take my medicine and now my head is fighting with my baterial.
all the way head! yufen support you. kill all the baterials.
got woken up by mummy(evil) early in the afternoon.
ok i know its already 1pm but i dont care. i slept at 4 plus 5 okay. =X

my head is pain, my fever is burning & my eyes is swollen.
=.= wish me luck that i get better. i'm talking to my beloved felicia now.
ABOUT CLOTHES! lols.

once again felicia, i'm so sorry that i make you fall sick.
yuan liang wo ba. hahas. see you on tuesday(:

one song suit my feeling now. right round by flo rida.
you know why? i show you.
"You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down"
my head is spinning.... woohhhhhhh!!! crazy. =.=

reply of tags :
hamster ; ok i order liaos.
keting ; hahas! ya when got people want me i first wan tell you la. LOL.
&you forget something, he's my ex-daddy already. phangphang, choose another one
man. so much guy for you to choose. no point being sad over one baddie.
anyway, my english has always been very good. lols. there's only one word that i cant
pronounce only.
ahboy ; you are stupid lorhs. arbo me mehs. hahas. stupid, brainless, pig. HAHAHAHA!


30July 2009 - 3.31a.m
its 3.31a.m & i'm still blogging here.
yufen's getting better, my fever gone down.
&i did take my medicine although i fucking hate it.

i got 5 medicine for fever, cough, flu, headache & sorethroat
cool huh? only for cough comes in syrup. all are in tablet form.
&&th most important thing that i want to say is,
YUFEN CANT SWALLOW TABLET. laugh or what, up to you.
&something from my heart, i love syrup form medicine.
i dont know why lots of people hate it but taste nice to me. XDD

2 tablet per kind & means that i have to swallow 8 tablet every 6 hour.
god, kill me. i really took me alot of time before i dare to put in my mouth.
hais, but at least i got 1 week of MC as exchange.

& i realise what i need.
yufen need someone to love her, someone to dote on her
& someone to stay by her. is it too difficult? i'm not asking for more.
okay maybe i like the person too. that's quite important.
i cant be with someone i hate? wish me luck.
if one day, i'm not single, i will post in my blog super big.
&i hope that day comes.

i'm feeling giddy all over. my laptop screen looks as if its shaking.
my bed seems like its moving.
&my head has been drilling my skull ever since i'm sick.
i nearly cry out alot of time because of the pain. i hate headache!

marking off,
Yufen

edit-ed ;
jiaqi ; hahas okay. eh eh call you add me in msn how long le.
hamsster ; hahas okays.

felicia call me in the afternoon, say she having fever.
& she went home. chin chin call me right after that.
asking if my is H1N1 LOL. ok whatever. XD

ahhh peopleeeeeee, i need your opinion!!!
i'm going crazy thinking about this.
help me chose okay. XDDD

should i buy :
http://i390.photobucket.com/albums/oo347/bbabylicious92/T-1791.jpg
&
http://i390.photobucket.com/albums/oo347/bbabylicious92/T-1813.jpg

or buy BEBE?
http://i390.photobucket.com/albums/oo347/bbabylicious92/41X0jGY2v5L__SL476_.jpg

first 2 clothes are from taiwan spree. cost only $30 plus.
3rd one is BEBE. cost around $53 & above.
hais. help me choose okay? thanks!!!

stupid blogger is spoilt. fuck up!!!!
i cant upload foto la. ccb!

reply of tags ;
hmaster ; i didnt get H1N1.
ahboy ; ok ok stupid. lols. sian man.
keting ; hahas sad this week go with ahhui ba. i cant go. sad.

hais. my fever now 39.8 degree.
went to see doctor just now.
i have one week MC!!! yay!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! so happy.

i will be at home until tuesday.
so kelian. means i cant go pub on sat.
sorry girls. =X

mummy complain to me saying that her MC
is only for 2 day & why my is 1 week.
told her that her doctor cheat money already.
hahas.

i hope the whole school close down.
LOL. if somebody will stay at my side look after me,
i will love the ppl like siao. hahas. but its impossible.
hais

reply of tags :
hamster ; lols. now H1N1. different case ma
cheryl ; LOL not okay. hahas. so sad
keting ; hmms you better not go out la. haiyo
ahboy ; ya will take care de. hais.

yufen's dying. really.
my temperature went up to 39.1 degree.
my whole eyes is hot. &my tears cant stop flowing.

school as usual. during dnt, mr.liang call me to fuck off.hahas!
i told him i'm sick & he ask me to fuck back home straight away.
went back class after dnt & meet part time outside school.

bus to amk hub for harry potter & the half blood prince.
the show is quite disappointing. =X
i almost die at the cinema cause i keep want to vomit out.
so i kept moving & moving. mummy say i'm pregnant.
SIAO!

bus home & sleep till now. i hope i dont have to go school tmr. LOL!!!
&part time, sorry i didnt know i'm having fever & still share water with you.
hope you dont end up like me & your ahma.

reply of tags :
qianhui ; hahas now phone can use le. happy right?
hamster ; lols i got alot of song in my playlist. you can slowly hear.
ahboy ; dont want. hahas.
keting ; LOL same. but i not as serious as you.
jiaqi ; =.=? LOL

found this song just now. suits my blog.
its quite a sad song. i cant upload it in my music player.
so sorry. enjoy people.

寂寞爱情部落格-王心如

写 恋爱的暗号 希望你明了
下载想你的苦恼 配上暗恋的味道
爱 再无处可逃 一整夜煎熬
思念你成为嗜好 记下想你的心跳

把爱你撒在每一夜 想念你没有终点
贴上甜蜜的画面 期待爱我的留言
在我的幻想里在上演 每个细节仿佛都看的见
闭上眼睛渴望你出现 怎么让你再爱我 多一点

写 恋爱的暗号 希望你明了
幻想和你笑着聊 熟悉你的每一秒
爱 再无处可逃 想你的胡闹
能不能给我最亲密的拥抱

把爱你撒在每一夜 想念你没有终点
贴上甜蜜的画面 期待爱我的留言
在我的幻想里在上演 每个细节仿佛都看的见
闭上眼睛渴望你出现 怎么让你再爱我 多一点

自言自语的对白 对着电脑在发呆
爱情不是说忘记就说声Bye Bye 怎么再也离不开

把爱你撒在每一夜 想念你没有终点
贴上甜蜜的画面 期待爱我的留言
在我的幻想里在上演 每个细节仿佛都看的见
闭上眼睛渴望你出现 和我走上了爱情的起点

yufen's having a slight cough.
nuer's having slight cough too.
mummy is coughing & fevering too. everybody is sick! wth?
mummy, share with me your fever. i wana lose weight. HAHA!
anyway, get well soon sweety. XDD

nuer is soooo suay today. but i told her i'm her lucky star.
LOL. &i force her to say i'm her lucky star too. HAHA!
hear le also shuang. (:

i'm rotting & coughing for the whole day. fuck?
harry potter tomorrow. yuppy!!!

reply of tags :
hamsterr ; LOL. doesnt matter. no kick also. hahas.
felicia ; ya its that long. just that you didnt know. HAHA!
qiuyi ; HI MY QIUYI! XDD

went to mummy house to find her.
makeup & a big war broke out. =.=
stuck in the middle & ask part time to save me.

-mrt to plaza sing to collect part time phone
-mummy bought new shoe
-went to eat long john
-cab to haji lane
-sheesa, drink
-went off alone after that.

they went pub for 2nd round but i'm not in a good mood so i went off first.
sorry about that! i will accompany you 2 next week.
i'm feeling sooooooo sleepy. YAWNS*


at mummy's house.


this is phang laobu sheesa-ing.


& this is me sheesa-ing.


Save me from phang ke ting, she's driving me crazy!
she keeps talking rubbish to me, like one mad lady.
=.=

i have nothing to say about school. it's just BORING...
met up with phang lao bu after school.
went to find tanahboy at his house.
he's just nothing but a STUPID guy.

went back to meet laobu & nuer.
went to drink tea with them. LOLS.
we're getting older & older. acting like one old freak.
mentioning of it breaks my heart. yufen still don't want to turn old.

i'm meeting them for sheesa tmr.
happy happy!! XDD tags will be reply tmr.

edited ;
hamster ; hahas nvbermind. XD
ahboy ; found out secret lorhs. stupid boy.

met mummy after school at 1.30pm.
she didnt go school again. =.=

yufen ; stilll dont want wake up ah?
(after very long around 12 plus)
keting ; i thought now 6am ehs.
then i thought why morning so bright one.
& my alarm didnt ring. (living in her own world again)

bus to polyclinic with her.
waited for 2 hour plus for her turn.
&i'm already going mad at there.
walk to hougang mall & mummy treat me curry puff & nugget stick.
LOL. thanks! love you.

shop around, waited for part time to reach & bus home to meet biny.
pass her my shorts & off she go.
biny ; takecare lots! dont think too much too! (:

i'm sooo going to buy one BEBE top on my birthday to wish myself happy birthday.
(:

reply of tags :
hamster ; lol okay la. abit boring. hahas.
ahboy ; LOL thank you! because its my blog! hahhas!

feel so lonely all of a sudden.
life is sooo unfair.
i found out something too.
hais. =X

BACK TO UPDATE!
i've finish doing my blogskin! ultra happy. XDD
my previous skin spoilt & i dont know why.
part time say my post looks like newspaper. =.=
really looks abit like.

finish my practical & felica re-do hers.
waited for her & i started doing crap.


F. wanted to do UCK when felica finish her practical.


ehs, needle heart?


our lazy felicia tan!

o level chinese listening this afternoon.
i hope i get it right. XD went to look for mummy after that.
she's doing crazy thing again. i hope daddy see this.
&will control your wife's action. stop being so un-glam. LOL


that's mummy house, boys toilet.


no handphone during exams!!



i'm starting to hate chemistry more & more.
i feel like skiping all of chemistry lesson.
fuck! somebody save me!

so tired nowadays. keep falling asleep in class.
nevermind, i should feel better next week.
went to meet mummy after school. walk to ntuc with her.
she's shopping for spag ingredient cause she's cooking for daddy.
so sweet huh?

went home after that, change & bus to mall with my real mummy.
my brother is sick. &that sickening doctor still wont change after so many year.
he would call my name no matter who goes for the checkup in my family.
=.= he's super bad.

went for ban mian after that. super nice & super full.
i use to eat it with him also. hais change topic.
library & popular after that. brought mummy to cotton on.
ask her to buy that bag for me & she walk off ignoring me!
so sad. :(

bus to ave 8 pasamalum & home sweet home.
its long since i went out with my mother.
she doesnt like going out with me.
cause she say i always cheat her money.
HAHAHA! true. LOL.

reply of tags :
hamster ; lols!
qianhui ; fangxin, i will buy bra & go over to find you want! HAHAHA!
ahboy(stupid boy) ; LOL. like you not bhb liddat. hahas. ya thank you thank you. (:
phang ke tiong ; wei wei wei. mei li mao. &im a good daughter.
cheryl ; cannot cannot. you must kan zai i save you de fen shang help me. LOL

edited for tags:

keting ; lols. suddenly feel like calling you lao phang out of a sudden wat.
its hard to explain. just like one craving. HAHA! nevermind enjoy your
'addy is kissing around your lips' or wat so ever.
qianhui ; xiaoxin next time bra spoilt. call yufen then, i will save you that day.
hahas. no matter where am i i will go down. wahaha.
ahboy ; i know i look good. dont need say one big round one. LOL.
im not stupid girl, but you are stupid boy. HAHA!
hamster ; 2nd ruijing??

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saw one disgusting people yesterday.
his fat body makes me want to puke.
overheard what he say : ehs, that girl looks ugly.
please la, look in the mirror before you give opinion about others.
consider you own figure, i dont think you have the criteria to.
shut the fuck up man. disgusting.

school was boring as usual.
jasonliow kp me for sleeping until recess.
&say that don't know why recess will auto wake up.
of course. because there's food. HAHA! XDD

i dont really remember what i did at school.
i only remember i skip chinchin & laozharbor lesson.
went to meet mummy & part time after school.
part time looks like she's going to cry because of her phone.

meet biny after tht.
she went to my house because she didnt bring her key.=.=
17 body with a 5 year old memory. hahas! jkjk.

reply of tags :
hamster ; hahas.
qianhui ; lols i know ah. nobody call you. dumb.
keting ; yes lao phang.
jasonliow ; lols doesnt matter la. &im not yunfatt. idiot.
qiuyi ; lol bhb. hahas
cheryl ; see, 17 body with a 5 year mind. HAHAHA

一生守候 - for that special you.

等待着你　等待你慢慢的靠近我　
陪着我长长的夜到尽头 别让我独自守候　
等待着你　等待你默默凝望着我
告诉我你的未来属于我　除了我别无所求　
你知道这一生我只为你执着　
管别人心怎么想　眼怎么看　
话怎么说你知道这一生　
我只为你守候　我对你情那么深　
意那么浓 爱那么多　
等待着你　等待你轻轻拉我的手
陪着我长长的路 慢慢走一直到天长地久
等待着你 等待你紧紧拥抱着我
告诉我你的心里只有我
除了我别无选择
不管他喜还是悲苦还是甜
对还是错永远爱我

blogger is soooo slow today. fuck!
i should use mummy's way of uploading next time. (:

anyway, i went swimming with part time & mummy!!!
daddy didnt swim. he's enjoying himself by laughing at us. =.=
it's long time since i swim. &i dont really remember how to.
but nevermind still enjoying myself though.

something funny today,
part time went to squeeze mummy's neh when she cant hold anything.
she didnt do it on purpose. but, it's quite entertaining though.
XDDD she's complaining to me like no tomorrow. hahas.
i hit my against the wall when keting pull me up. damn pian! fuck!

went jacuzzi after awhile & suana after that.
im super enjoyingggg my life. cool!!
went for long john at 5 plus. that's my breakfast.
hahas. mrt home with part time after that.


i'm bored, waiting for part time to finish her make up.


yawns.


see, damn ai mei!


act cute again. =.=


me & my short eyebrown.

i didnt bring my makeup. only my fountation & concealor.
so, no eyebrown pencil. that's the way it is.

im going swimming next week too. & harry potter after that.
XDDD lovess!

woke up at 9.30 to prepare go work.
bus to tampaines & mrt to expo after that.
10 hours of work & i'm slacking for more than 9 hours.
cool huh?

my job is to give the coupon to the customer only.
relax right. they say can bring laptop over to play also.
but i'm not working anymore. sad man!

got who see before work so slack one? got aircon, got chair,
can eat, can play laptop, hear song, do whatever you like.
as long as you stay there at the counter.
& the counter is fucking long! all my. hahas.

yawns, im tired. shall stop here.

reply of tags :
cheryl : get what i mean right? hahas.
hamster : lol good wat.
ahboy ; cannot la. arbo! hahas.
qianhui ; lol see you tmr part time. XDD
ghimchoon : pls lorhs. look at you for wat. hahas
kenneth ; hahas secret
yanqi ; lol bad felica! she ai shang ill-treat my domo le
qiuyi ; =.= i more kute. HAHAHAHA

edited ;

OH FUCK I SAW SOMETHING INTERSTING. LOL!
does guys nowadays like fat girls than thin or average one?
my fat refers to those who are 60kg & above.
i cant believe she have one when i'm still single.
HAHAHAHA! this is killing me. im laughing like fuck! fuck man! LOL

first 2 period, PE!
aerobic dance at AVA room. =.=
first time doing PE at AVA room. that's lame.
that siao cb teacher make felica cry today.

meet mummy after school at back gate.
ridwan say bye to me 4 time. siao.
took 325 to mall & mrt down to tiong bahru after that.
mummy went bugis to find daddy.

slack all the way until 5 plus & meet mummy at clarke quay.
went to eat long john & went to watch the river.
a nice place to san xin. XDD











HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MAVIS!!!

celebration at classroom.
held diana birthday celebration together.
2 cakes & mavis blew diana one also.
&found out that that's not her cake. LOL.


strawberry one belongs to mavis & hazelnut to diana.

late for physic & we kana locked outside the lab.
went in after 5 min & felica ill-treat my domokun!!!

she staple my domokun hand & found that its not that fun really,
then she took out the staple & staple the mouth instead!
she's sooo into enjoying herself. =.= LOL.


that's my kelian domokun!

went mall to buy my beach shorts.
but i think we wont be going this weekend ba.
quite alot of thing happen.

reply of tags :
hamster ; LOL ya la. sooo not gentleman.
ahboy ; wat wat. dont make me say your secret out hors! box you!


woke up & found that it's raining. wtf?
mummy msg me & say that she's going over to daddy place.
means, i have to bring umbrella. =.= its 2 years since i brought one out.
5 min walk to school is enough to make my shoe totally wet.

took out my shoe & socks the whole day.
gibson(english teacher) ask me, enjoying without your shoe?
hahas! but actually, without shoe feels better. LOL.
spam jasonliow inbox with felica. in the end, my fone got confiscated.
hahas. got back my fone after school. went mini mart for food.

when we come back, left 5 more min of radza lesson.
waited for her to leave before going back.
walked home alone after that.
当你走在人海人中，会突然感到寂寞
home, fall asleep.
woken up by my father at 7. he was complaining to my sister?

papa: where's mummy?
sister : wild wild wet with ah yi.
papa : never cook?
sister : no.
papa : i work whole day come back hungry dao wan die then never cook never say
wan me eat wat?
sister : ....

he continue on after that. i woke up & he's still scolding.
he call my mum but didnt scold her. he brought us down for dinner after bathing.
while waiting for the food to come, he continue again.

papa : your mummy always like that one. never cook never say want us eat wat.
me & sister : ....
papa : i bought 猫山王(a type of durian).
me & jiejie : okays.
papa : later we eat finish dont let mummy eat. (he's acting childish. LOL)
me & jiejie : ...

food came & after we eat finish,
papa : later we eat finish dont let mummy eat. you 2 help me finish also.
me & jiejie : huh! i very full lehs. LOL
papa : eat finish!
me & jiejie : orh.

mummy called after that say she reach home already.
reach home & papa did something childish again.
he took the durian & give ahyi eat. &he say that mummy cant eat!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! FREAKING HELL. LOL!
childish childish childish childish childish childish. HAHAHAHAHA!
me & ahyi down there um chio. when papa left, we were laughing.
&mummy seems angry. saying : dont eat dont eat la. liao bu qi.

oh my fuck oh my fuck. it's the first time of 17 years since i saw this.
hahahas! i know papa wanted to scold mummy. but he didnt.
at night 9.30 sharp, he cannot tolerate anymore. he scolded mummy.
LOL.

i'm pretending to do homework again. took out my maths 10 year series.
&im stuck at one very easy question. but i cant think how to do it.
message ahwang after that.

me : ahwang, 3 hour 41 min change to hour is wat ah?
ahwang : leave it as 3 hour 41 min lorhs?
me : question ask to change to hour lehs?
ahwang : the timing is in morning or afternoon?
me : the question only say convert 3 hour 41 min to hour?
ahwang : your try 341 over 60?
me : nevermind i keep my book le. LOL.

felica call me after that. mummy call me when i'm on the phone with felica.
hang up with felica, chat with mummy & im now blogging. boredd!!

reply of tags :
ahboy ; i box you larhs. arbo you box me mehs? hahas. girls got mood swing one wat.
hamster ; box him ba. i support.
qianhui ; hahas when wan learn arhs?? hahas

i've added 2 more song to my playlist.
previous dont go away is in english version.
this is the chinese one. enjoy your stay. XDD

BY2 - don't go away (chinese version)
你还是走了 我有点不舍 该说点什么
我不是哭了 是阳光折射 眼睛也 红了颜色
不懂 为什么快乐 像冰淇淋 口中 溶化得 特别 冲动
不懂 为什么树叶 染红的时候 就到要分手

Don't, don't go away 我还舍不得 你不要走
Don't, don't go away从来不曾一个人 生活 有人分享才值得 拥有

我还在听着 你写过的歌 留言在部落格
成长的选择 没有过预设 像苹果 一样青涩
不懂 为什么快乐 像冰淇淋 口中 溶化得 特别 冲动
不懂 为什么树叶 染红的时候 就到要分手

Don't, don't go away 我还舍不得 你不要走
Don't, don't go away从来不曾一个人 生活
能不能够 让时间回头 So don't, don't go away
Don't, don't go away 我还舍不得 你不要走
Don't, don't go away 从来不曾一个人 生活
有人分享才值得 拥有

i told you so
Suppose I called you up tonight and told you that I loved you
And suppose I said "I wanna come back home".
And suppose I cried and said "I think I finally learned my lesson"
And I'm tired a-spendin' all my time alone.

If I told you that I realised you're all I ever wanted
And it's killin' me to be so far away.
Would you tell me that you loved me too and would we cry together?
Or would you simply laugh at me and say:

"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours too and take my hand?
Would we get that old time feelin', would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began?

Would you tell me that you'd missed me too and that you'd been so lonely
And you waited for the day that I returned.
And we'd live in love forever and that I'm your one and only
Or would you say the tables finally turned?

Would you say:
"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you have to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".
"Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

edited ;
my father scold me again =.=
but he give me $20 after scolding me.
not bad huh? i rather get scolding everyday if i got money take.

reply of tags :
keting ; pls lehs, whole world already know you got cb before i say out. HAHA!
ahwang ; LOL. cool right. hahas.
hamster ; hahas.


let's start with this today.
ruijing apologies & post this in her blog.
zhi cuo neng gai. XDD apology accepted.

call me guai lan or wat so ever. i dont fucking care.
because i know i'm one. HAHAHAHA!
who isit? =.=

school was boring today. i slept for 2 hour & got woken up by
'I WANA MAKE LOVE RIGHT NA NA NA' =.=
khalis & hariz is singing. damn noisy. anyway my hp game is fun.
felica is in love with it. LOL.

overdue photos :

took this in the lab. somebody drew it in the drawer.
cool huh? looks so damn real too. LOL.

reply of tags :
keting ; cb sia you. HAHAHA! but i love it. WAHAHAHA! tmr help you scratch.
qianhui ; lols welcome. cannot bei qi fu wat. you also learn from me & ahma. go!
hamster ; of course i'm good girl. lol! thanks, i will live long. HAHAHA!
yanqi ; fruit salad, yummy yummy. LOL.
tan ahboy ; wei. i thought you say me glass sia. your gl ass. find me lorhs! box you.
qiuyi ; hahas thanks for your sweet. XDD i remember i bring for you. hahas.

ladies & gentlemen, boys & girls, ahgua & gays,
tonight yufen will produce to you a very interesting story.
no tittle yet. cause i havent think of one. sorry for that. XDD

this started on a one fine day which is yesterday, 12 of july.
im in a good mood because i bought the things i want & head home happily.
at my doorsteps, my phone rang. part time called me, asking about my post.

part time ; eh fenny, your post scolding who ah??
me ; my school people, why?
part time ; oh no la. just asking.
me ; who ask you??
part time ; ruijing thought you scolding her ma.
me ; i for no reason scold her for wat? siao.
part time ; lols okays.
me ; i call you later then. i go eat.
*skip the bye part. its not important.

not long after, part time message me saying wat ruijing message her.
ruijing to part time ; okies. cos if she write about me ask her take down.
she bu shuang can jux find me.

P.S its not part time fault to tell me. because you call me to take down.
so, she have the right to say.

hello?? people with brains hear this thing who wont angry??
so, i post up my blog saying this :
&ruijing, if you think i'm writing about you so be it.not happy come la.
that's what you teach me.i will wait okay. XDD *mwacks
see?? im sooo good. you know why? i still mwacks her. HAHA!

then, she came & tag this at my blog.
i come lia0s ehhs, i ask only rights ?
i didnt know i make such a good role model for u to follow (:
and i alrdy say lia0s, i dun wan trouble, cos if u really is write bout me ,
jus tak it off, cos i alrdy take off my post, and i alrdy settle ok with QH lia0s.
then unfair to me marhs

lets correct your sentence XDD :
i come lia0s ehhs, i ask only rights ?
wow i didnt know your type of come is this kind. amazing... shocking.
you ask, thats comform. BUT, you ask me to take down too.
i didnt know i make such a good role model for u to follow (:
LOL? where where where? where is the role model?
and i alrdy say lia0s, i dun wan trouble
if you didnt want trouble, you wont ask part time to ask me to TAKE DOWN.
cos if u really is write bout me , jus tak it off,
which part of it says that its you? bhb sia. OHMYTIAN. &its my blog, i post watever i like.
cos i alrdy take off my post, and i alrdy settle ok with QH lia0s. then unfair to me marhs.
in the first place, nobody call you pi gu yang go write her.
&my post has got nothing to do with partime.

get it? chill man people, its time for a break. take next chill.
fyi to those retards, next chill is a kind of cigg selling hot in singapore. XD
i'm sorry that the internet doesnt have any picture of next chill.

let's continue...
soooo much people is scolding you nowadays. take today as your unlucky day,
tattoo it deep in your heart. yufen & co. is not people to mess with. you can read.
but if you are unhappy, you can close your eyes, stick it with stamp, paste it with shit,
or even simplier, press the red X button on the top right hand corner.

i dont understand why i have to waste my time here posting about you,
who is a nobody to me. I WANT NOBODY NOBODY, EVEN YOU! *clap clap, clap clap.
do you know time is precious? yufen time is = to money.
i dont really have the bloody time to entertain you with all those nonsense.
today is the first & it will be the last. if you feel gulity, pls post this at your blog.

i'm sorry yufen. really sorry. im sooo sorry that i waste your time.
i know your time is precious. as you say time = money.
i admit i have nothing to do so i go around seeing people blog.
&because i'm bhb, i though that you are saying me.
so, i decided to ask you to take down my words. really, my apology.
to all my readers, duibuqi. &iloveyou man.

ok that's it. i wanted to write more. but since we are friends last time,
i shall forget it. thats all. remember to copy and paste. if you dont want to do it,
feel free to tag back at my blog. i wont entertain you at msn or sms or call or wateva.
i just want it blog to blog. so dont bother asking anyway.
i dont fucking fuckily care about my english cause ITS MY BLOG. sooo... wateva!

the end~

today is a happy day. because school is boring & i cant sleep.
had my yong tau fu during recess. nothing much more.
meet part time, haha, went point buy dye, meet mummy, walk to mummy house.
help part time with her hair. my bones are breaking from all the tiring bends & all.
LOL. colour turn out not bad though.

reply of tags ;
keting ; triple mwacks for you. LOL
hamster ; lol no thanks. i'm a good person. XDD

wow wow wow, today is a good day.
bus to fareast with mummy & nuer.

i bought a victoria secret bag & a shoe.
mummy bought a leopard bag & bikini.
part time bought 2 clothes & alot of stud.
LOL.

bus back to mummy house & bus home after that.
went downstair to play with my auntie daughter.
her name is tongtong. cute right.
i still cant comminucate with her. i will post her pic up soon.

went out with my sister after that. me & her only.
i'm so scared when she drive.
she throw me in the car for half an hour because she
wanted to take thing from her fren. in the end,
she came down with her fren. =.-
shop around compass & home after that.
im so tired.

&ruijing, if you think i'm writing about you so be it.
not happy come la. that's what you teach me.
i will wait okay. XDD *mwacks.




reply of tags :
hamster ; LOL wat scary. i'm liddat. better be used to it.
qianhui ; yay! today shopping is fun.
ahboy ; hais then nvbermind lorhs.

edited
cheryl ; LOL cool man. thanks hahas
ahboy ; wat guai lan. you not mehs. LOL
keting ; okay okay tmr i beat you. hahas.
hamster ; hmms there got write name ma. hahas
ahboy ; you come find me la. i wait. hahas.


aunt come over today with her 2 child from hongkong.
they would be staying for 1 month plus.
her daughter is damn cute. going 3year old on sept 9.

she loves talking to me. but seriously, i dont understand a shit.
she keeps mumble to herself. &&im bad in speaking cantonese.
=X we have commication problems. so sad.

the worst thing is, 2 of them with my brother 3, makes a huge market.
THEY ARE BLOODY NOISY CAN? WTF. i cannot stand noises.
i think i will grow old this 1 month. =.= sian.

outing with part time tmr. XDD
&TMD bitch! FUCK YOU! you better dont get on my nerves.
watch your mouth. knnbccb.

oh god, forget me for scolding. give me more money.
&I LOVE YOU. na mo au mi tou for.

reply of tags :
hamster ; hahas hope so. XD
keting ; think of you lehs. hahas. wont la he wont see my blog one. LOL
qiuyi ; hahas okay okay. more sweets pls! hahas.

first two lessons was PE.
i only run for one round & sat at the flat pole for whole bloody 1 hour.
i hate PE, i hate to sweat & more important, i hate ball games.
feel asleep after that.

shunjie actually sit behind me & sing for very long.
he actually wanted to wake me up with his 'nice' vocal & by shaking my chair.
but too bad. i didnt know at all. LOL. he looks like a retard. HAHA!

went com lab after that. felica wanted to play viwawa.
play with her & left to find mummy. eat at school as it was raining
& bus to mall to buy ingredient.
went to mall to buy nail polish & back to mummy's house.

mummy is disgusting! her egg drop & she actually want to scop back.
LOL. stop her & the food turn out good. XD xinfu de daddy.
hahas. home after that. fall asleep, wake up eat & fall asleep after eating.
i know i'm a pig. YAWNS*

reply of tags :
qianhui ; okays will try to de. you cheer up too okays! see you on sunday.
hamster ; chinese is very important. other than chinese, i fuck care.
felica ; LOL i can see that. HHAHA!
cheryl ; hahas i hope i can pass. hmms miss me lots. XDD

i'm currently in a super no mood situations.
hais.

firstly,
i screw up my chinese oral.
when i was given 5 min to read, i knew how to read fluently
& i end up talking to mr.wong(timer) because i got nothing to do.
the passage was easy & i only got one word that i dont know.

when its my turn to go over, my mind went BLANK.
i forget all the words & my conversation SUCKS.
the passage is easy, the conversation is easier.
OH MY, i hope i pass.

i think yufen is the only person that will fall asleep while waiting for her turn.
everybody is panicking while im happily enjoying the cooling weather & sleeping.
& i think that i'm the only one who will talk to the teacher while waiting for her turn.
i got nothing more to say. just 3 words. FUCK FUCK FUCK!

oh something else, i remember how to read the word now.
&that is straight after i leave the school hall. =.=
stupid brain of my. hais.

secondly,
something cock up & i'm not meeting that particular person(not mentioning)
this sunday. suan le. i'm still thinking about my oral.

im soooooo moody now. MAY GOD BLESS ME. I HOPE I PASS MY ORAL.
&im greedy, i want to pray for something else.

I FREAKING HOPE THE SCHOOL CLOSE DOWN FOR A WEEK MAN.
I DONT WANT GO SCHOOL LA. ITS FUCKING FUCKLY CB BORING!!!

ok lets say about what i did today. actually, i did nothing today.
i'm talking cock to whoever is beside me the whole day. like i always did!
if not i will end up sleeping on the table like a dead person. that's bad.

schools yan tou fu was not bad. &felica scared me today.
haha! the mad man at hougang point punch her in the arms today.
she almost cry. she's in the shocking mode for very long.
& the most funny thing is, she complain to chin chin that and chin chin
call her to shut up. HAHHAAHA! poor felica.

went to find mummy at class after oral & walk to secrets.
mummy went to trim her hair & part time reach not long after that.
went haha awhile, slack & bus home.

i just woke up not long, type in my dnt project & here blogging.
life's boring.

reply of tags :
hamster ; wat's all the number?
ahboy ; what after so much thing i hope we had a great time? say until you enjoying liddat.

proudly written by,
yufen (copyrighted)

4e5 peeps,

good luck for o level chinese oral tomorrow.
lesson end at 12.30pm tomorrow.
people with no brain please bring extra book to school.
(:

i'm sleeping for the whole day today. wtf!
life's boring. yawns.

reply of tags :
cherylbin ; LOL. yes? i know you miss me. XD
hamster ; nice to meet you too.
ahboy ; ya i will promise you if you do the same thing also. but i know its impossible.
you all along make me the happiest, but after so much thing, i'm already not.
life still have to go on. you are happy with your life & i will be too.

i don't know what happen to me again.
it's the first time i'm blogging about how i feel after 4 months ba.

2 days ago you ask me to see wat date it is.
060709. of course i know what date it is.
just that maybe i let myself lost track of date.
if we didnt break, 2 day ago will be our 1 year 10 month anniversary.
so sad huh?

you're my longest stead & i'm yours too so far.
time really past too quickly.
i waited for you for 1 year plus, stead with you for 1 year plus.
3 years just pass like that. there's really too much memories this 3 years.
from the day i know you at bugis & till i day i broke up with you.
every place just seems to have memories here and there.

still remember the first time i met you alone was at monfort mac.
you fold me a straw star & you told me to keep it. it's still in my drawer.
everything you gave me is in a box. &i don't want to open it.
sometime before falling asleep, i will think of the times we had together.
HA! but thats all memories.

every little here and there makes up to be one huge memories.
if were to say, your house will be the place that contain most ba.
we will sleep together, wake up to cook, watch tv until i fall asleep,
play poker & you even help me with my make up.
every small little bit of what you do always stay in my heart.

the days when i can't sleep you will sing to me,
the days when i'm hungry you will cook for me,
the days when i'm bored you will entertain me,
the days when i cry you will be there for me,
you are always there for me when i needed you.

you make me the happiest girl ever last time &
you make me the unhappiest girl now.
if there's a kind of illness that wont heal in this world, it would be love.
people say time can heal, forget away the pain.
maybe it didnt work on me or maybe, you left those memories too deep.

we used to promise each other alot of thing,
but i think none came true. all left was empty promises.
i told qianhui just now, i miss you &i really do.
but no matter what, time wont turn back & life will still continue.
maybe my heart for you wont die yet & maybe maybe.....

可惜你不在
这一次 我要把长发弄乱 反正天再冷 躲不进你的胸怀
推开了你的手 泪流满腮 不怕你嘲弄 不怕你冷漠 此刻只想要耍赖
这一夜 最好先说出good bye 戏拖得太久 傻女生也会学乖
喝不下这杯酒 苦涩来得好快 让你去作梦 让你去摸索 让你与我无关

我爱 我盼 只可惜你不在 我爱上的从来只是幻影 从不存在
我爱 我盼 只可惜你不在 说好彼此要真心对待 说过的话变成了负债
不能向你讨的爱 我怎能锁在心上

这一次 我要把长发弄乱 反正天再冷 躲不进你的胸怀
推开了你的手 泪流满腮 不怕你嘲弄 不怕你冷漠 此刻只想要耍赖
这一夜 最好先说出good bye 戏拖得太久 傻女生也会学乖
喝不下这杯酒 苦涩来得好快 让你去作梦 让你去摸索 让你与我无关

我爱 我盼 只可惜你不在 我爱上的从来只是幻影 从不存在
我爱 我盼 只可惜你不在 说好彼此要真心对待 说过的话变成了负债
不能向你讨的爱 我怎能锁在心上
说好彼此要真心对待 已经证明撞上了冰山 不能为你留的爱 我最好忘得痛快

我让你走了
我一直坐在咖啡厅的角落 没有人发现我还在难过
其实早就已经忘了怎么说 就算再怎么舍不得你还是走了
我还不想承认这事实 怎么会变成这个样子
没有了我真的什么都没有了就象一个废人

回家的路上我哭了 眼泪再一次崩溃了 无能为力这样走着 再也不敢骄傲奢求了
我还能够说些什么 我还能够做些什么 我好希望你会听见 因为爱你我让你走了
我让你走了Baby

我一直坐在咖啡厅的角落 没有人发现我还在难过
其实早就已经忘了怎么说 就算再怎么舍不得你还是走了
我还不想承认这事实 怎么会变成这个样子
没有了我真的什么都没有了 就象一个废人

回家的路上我哭了 眼泪再一次崩溃了 无能为力这样走着 再也不敢骄傲奢求了
我还能够说些什么 我还能够做些什么 我好希望你会听见 因为爱你我让你走了

回家的路上我哭了 眼泪再一次崩溃了 无能为力这样走着 再也不敢骄傲奢求了
我还能够说些什么 我还能够做些什么 我好希望你会听见 因为爱你我让你走了
我让你走了Baby

i have nothing to blog.
but i feel like blogging. LOL.

there's 2 new stall in my canteen. wahahaha!!!
good good. im going to try tmr. XDD
im freaking full now. i just had my supper.

oh the cases of H1N1 reach 13%.
school will close down when it reach 15%.
MAY GOD BLESS THE PERCENTAGE INCREASE.
ahmen(by keting). nan mo ou mi tou for(by me).

went mall with keting & felica after school.
keting went to meet her addy. felica & me went library.
LOL. went buy my fake eyelash after that.
print photo, ntuc & home sweet home.

reply of tags :
ahboy ; zhi cuo neng gai. XDD
hamster ; apology accept.
keting ; LOL ya lorhs. if that SOMEBODY dont bully ahhui.

ok im done.

with loves,
yufen