I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

always lookback ;

Thursday, April 30, 2009 || 12:21 AM

Im lazy to post. picture shall talk for me.
anyway i got free makeup from SASA ppl ytd.
her name was sue. kinda talkative but does not bad though.
if you happen to go to suntec, find her. she will do the makeup for you.
FREE!

just dont look at my irritating brother.

zilian zilian.

LONG LASHES!! (:

ok im just happy i put on fake eyelash.
LALALA~

Saturday, April 25, 2009 || 11:46 PM

reply of tags :

qianhui ; sure next friday arhs. hahas. yupps took a long time to dig it out. (:
jocelyn ; YOOOO!!!!!!!! oi didnt add me msn one. kns!
qiuyi ; BHB!!! lol. who say i love you. im not smiling but laughing at you.
cheryl ; to make sure that you look ugly not me ma. LOL
ahwang(not yanqi) ; yalorhs yalorhs. my nougat finish liaos. SIAN
tanahboy ; yea will drink lots and lots of. SOFT DRINKS(:

|| 7:14 AM

OH FUCK, OH FUCK, OH FUCK!!!
YUFEN IS IN A DAMN GOOD MOOD!!

Fyi, i dont know why also. i had my shopping spree earlier in the afternoon. bought two clothes. look FAT in one. wth?? i feel like going back to fareast for more top. LALALA~

biny was kelian today. i keep telling her the same thing. take off your AX belt, bag & pass me your blazer. HAHA! i took her blazer from the minute she bought it until i reach home then return her. (:

i went to the bugis new shopping center today. NOTHING TO SHOP. looks like cinelesiure to me. cinelesiure also nothing shop. first few floor sell clothes and all. 4 floor for food and 5th floor for movie. thats all. SIAN went street & junction after that. shop shop shop & went fareast for ahhui's clothes. then OMG i bought a tube. hahas.

THIS PIC IS FOR BINY.
told her pic is ugly that why didnt send her.
but she insisted is i look ugly.

MY NEW TUBE. looks nice huh? (: wee...

MY FAVOURITE NOUGAT!!!
buy this for me anyone??

Me & biny bin bin. XD

Friday, April 24, 2009 || 12:20 AM

im so irritated now. two days of editing the skin & finally it going to be done.
thought of finishing it up with songs but after searching for so long,
MIXPOD suddenly become under constructions. WTF?
i have everything ready. i just want the code then it show. we'll brb.
GO & DIE.

brainless webby. suan le i will do it another day.
anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUNJIE & HARIZ.
im lazy to post and reply tags, will do it some other day.
(:

Thursday, April 16, 2009 || 8:49 AM

im tired.. but im happy today.
so i shall post. (:

as usual, school was boring. was looking forward to after school.
meet keting after school. she pei me to my house there bus stop
& took a cab home.

bath & ahhui call me. went downstairs to fetch her up.
change, makeup and went out. mrt to chinatown first.
cause keting wanted to sell her phone. didnt sell in the end.
cause her phone spolit one. haha.

cab to tampaines 1. OMG i love tampaines. wooh...
so cool lorhs. im looking forward to go bugis that new shopping center also.
i just simply loves shopping. bought a design tank top.

went haha & cab back to hougang cc. took 72 back home after that.
reach home around 9pm. im spending so much on cab today.
must save!! take bus. haha.

my sister godmother came to visit us from thailand. bought me 2 clothes.
looks nice though. i got 2 and they got ALOTTT. no fair. sobsob. suan le.
my kinomo also reach le. happy happy got 4 clothes today. hehes.

im tired.. bye

Monday, April 13, 2009 || 7:39 AM

school was bored today. fall asleep after recess.
got up 15 mins before school end. ahwang say that i sleep until vehh shuang
hahas. that is yufen. she sleep like nobody business. (:

msg msg msg with keting and ahhui and meet them after school.
went for k at serangoon cc. choose all the old song because i cant understand
all the new song. didnt even hear the tittle before. OMG. i need to update my song.
=.=

was fun though. its been like half a year or more since i last went for k.
hahas. but it was quite bo liao. cause only we three. haha.
outing this thursday. (: tampaines 1. yay!!

to qianhui : hello, stop thinking about him. think about me okay.
haha. anyway you mei li still very good want okay. dont waste.
only 4 hour got 2 people want take number from you. LOL

qianhui ; you know you should be more gentle. (:
liangyu ; lol no larhs i where got delete. haha. save to kek ahhui one
keting ; yayaya totally agree. she smack me OMG. dont forget thursday
jocelyn ; okays meet up soon yea? LOL. must be free ah.
cheryl ; LOL. agree!! ahhui is like so not gentle. haha
yanqi ; LOL omg wat. haha?

Friday, April 10, 2009 || 9:29 AM

♥.missyQIANHUI. says :
fenny im gentle right??
{♥} BABYLICIOUS/- some kind of ill-treating. says:
of course not.
♥.missyQIANHUI. says:
lols iim yea
lols
{♥} BABYLICIOUS/- some kind of ill-treating. says:
omg omg omg
♥.missyQIANHUI. says:
lols wat
fenny
mei li mao.
{♥} BABYLICIOUS/- some kind of ill-treating. says:
LOL
ok i go repost
you later go see
♥.missyQIANHUI. says:
ok cn
mus realli change arh
ie dun care

okay this is for everybody to see how bhb ahhui is.
a pretty face with a evil heart. she threatened to kill me if i dont repost.
i repost, but to say how evil & bhb she is. muhahaha

|| 8:42 AM

hahas i come back to blog after seeing keting blog.
i super agree with something that keting blog.
QIANHUI IS STILL THAT VIOLENT. LOLS!!!

anyway meet ahhui & keting to slack just now.
times are just like last time. bring back lots of memories.
the days we slack at keting house there de void deck, haha, talk cock.
time really passed. that was what happen two years ago.
&i thought it wont happen again. but today, it did. (:

to my dearest keting mummy :
im sorry for what happen last time too. lets all forget everything that are bad.
remember only the good ones yea? hehes. yufen will always be there for you.
hahas. &&shopping someday okays?? (:

to my dearest qianhui nuer :
please dont be so violent larhs. later no body want you then you know.
&hor just anyhow wear larhs. fear not comform got girl in your course one.
muhahaha.

to dearest ahwang ;
dont think people dont know your pants split during badminton.
LOL.

yufen is in a good mood. cause she finally get the chance to talk
to keting again. (: (: (: today is a good day.

yesterday
went to trim eyebrown with ahhui. &&we went to do facial after that.
omg pi yang sia this two. biny was so kelian. she waited for two of us for
sooooo long. she's going to fall asleep down there. but thanks biny for
waiting anyway. (:

people, im soo damn broke. spend damn lots larhs. not going to buy
anything now. nonono. stop me yea if i want to buy. thank you for all
your attention. ending here. tags below.

marilyn : relink~
kenneth ; what talking you
ahhui ; yea because im good. dont kill me when you see this post.
shumin ; hi shumin
keting ; yea i will call you out soon(:
jocelyn sim hui min ; of course i remember you. where did you went?? MIA sia.

Tuesday, April 07, 2009 || 8:07 AM

school was soooo boring today. slept all the way after recess.
i think?? okay whatever. meet biny and bus to mall.
after that biny went home.

meet felica & yanqi at long john, eat & went to cotton on.LOL.
up to 70% sale. the cardigon i have been eyeing is on sale.
&&yufen bought it. although no more black. left electric blue for my size.
lalala~ i like one shorts also. but dont have my size.
maybe going back for that shorts. ahwang left after that,
i bought one more hp pouch & felica bought a photo album.
(: bus home after that.

ahwang show me this video. the song - zui hou yi chi. artist unknown.
i get to know this song two years back. i cant find the artist of the song.
&know i understand why. theirs alot of version of the story for this song.
&i trust this version most.

there was this girl who lives in malaysia. her name was lavigne. she was 17 then.
she got this illness, call bai xue bing. there is no cure for this illness.
her boyfriend family & her own family members insisted on her staying in the hospital.
but when the doctors comform she have only one year left, she lock herself in her room.
she went to watch the sunrise with her boyfriend everytime, &started to
write her own diary. when she finally know that all she wrote was about her boyfriend,
she thought that she need to do something for her guy.

she wrote this song & when she finish it, she ask her friend to help her compose it.
because her condition was getting worse, the moment she use too much force
her throat & her skin will bleed. but she insisted that she wants to sing the song herself.
after the song was recorded, she requested to use 'an le si' to die. before the girl left,
she say this last word to him : "this is our last time seeing sunrise, but im not afraid,
because you are also there for me. iloveyou"

&because the girls favouite was to see sunrise, he went around to places where you
can see sunrise, to give those sunrise to the girl. the begining of 2008, the guy fell down
the mountain when he was watching the sunrise. &when his body was found, it was already
rot. but the picture of the sun rise are still that red & beautiful(:

heres the link of the video :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6_duTfJRp6E&feature=related

this is really a nice song. but i just didnt know there are such stories behind the song.
this song really left me alot of memories. when i was working. i remember this was my
favourite. 2 years ago, we are still best friend. but now, only a stranger.
but i will always remember the times we had together.

i suddenly miss everybody. those who lost contact & havent been contacting.
remember : YUFEN MISS ALL OF YOUUUUU..... do update me with all your news okay

Sunday, April 05, 2009 || 8:36 AM

Back from shopping~

didnt managed to buy anything today. sian1/2.

its always like that. i wont see anything i like when i got money.

but i will see thing i like alot when im broke. thats the main point.

i spend all my money on food and on one YOYO. with ben 10 printing.

bought for my brother. &i regreted buying it. reason being??

my brother broke it into NICE half in less than half an hours time. cool huh??

anyway i have nothing much to say already. i have a tight scedule tmr.

pictures shall continue my talk(:

reflections at woodland interchange.

the-only, yufen. mwacksssssssss.

LALALAA~

felica & yufen <33s.

ahwang & yufen also. <33s too(:

Lets end off with this 2 beautiful pretties(:

LOLS!!! bhb!!! haha jkjk.

tata~ tag shall be reply late. very late fyi

Saturday, April 04, 2009 || 7:45 AM

Its been days i blog. Let picture do the talking first(:
Yes only 5 picture. You know why?? Yufen is lazyyyyy..
XDD

my auntie son & my FAT brother.

Looks funny huh?? HAHA

Remember, i'm zi-lian too!!

Family photooooooo!!!

Reflection reflection & more reflectionss..

Ok done with the picture. explaination comes.....
first 3 pictures belongs to my FAT brother & my auntie son.
fat brother went swimming & he looks as black as malay.
no offence to anyone. i dont mean anything.

my auntie's son, 3 years old going 4. i think he's a genius.
he speak all language. english chinese hokkien. OMG.
he is cleverer than me. he knows how to play mahjong at the age of 3.
=.= bad influence.

other two picture are taken at school's toilet, before taking class photo.