today was suppose to be a good day. but i didnt know why things turn out his way. was so happy that i can meet baby today. &guess wat. he reaches at 4 plus. when he was suppose to meet me at around 2plus going 3. fine, as long as i get to meet him. it doesnt matter. treat him with long john, went popular for his thing and went out. pass him with the picture i printed, showed him the one i just edited and he ask me to send him.
found out that he chup other gang again. he mia from kovan one for so long. and the problem is, he didnt even tell me about it. ask him & he shouted at me. i kept quiet. to him maybe attitude. he ask me to go home if continue like that .
i walked away, to the interchange and head home. i feel so sad. the way you shouted at me. the way you hide things from me. reach point and it was raining. a kind old grandma cover me with her umbrella. she makes my day better.
its no use saying sorry when you have already done it. its no use saying anything after you hurt me like this.
you are no longer the one i know. and this is not the first time. too many times to remember. forever with you, i would get hurt over and over again. i may seems happy, but do you know how sad i am inside? i have to smile all the time, i dont want my friends to worry. do you know anything? no you dont. and you forever will not.
a word sorry or duibuqi means nothing. it is just a word. you ask what i want you to do. let me ask you back, what will you do. other than saying sorry? still sorry. 2 more days to our one year half anniversary. i dont even know whether i should stay with you. i feel so tired. i really do. im sick and tired of all this.
would you tell me what to do? i guess you wont be seeing this also. no point saying all this to my blog. and maybe my blog is the only place i can vent my emotion.
jiaqi : you are saying he not shuai and at the next tag, you say he is shuai??
yanqi : to tell everybody about the typical ahwang?? thanks me for being famous(:
qianhui : hi ahhui. shopping someday okay?
eunice : i totally agree with you. jiaqi do you see??