Its a goodbye during this morning. maybe we will be together again. who knows??im not feeling sad & i dont know why. maybe im use to it. for all and everything. i dont shed a tears for all this.
you break my heart real lots of time. im getting bored of all this. i became a heartless person maybe. do i even still love you? i dont know. everytime we quarell, you dont even know the reason. you said you understand, but the truth is you dont. i close one eyes for so long. finally, my limit reach.
its been so long since we really contact. sooo long. a message maybe? few hours one? you dont even tell me when you went to sleep. and you know what? i actually waited for you until the morning.
DO YOU EVEN KNOW I FALL SICK?? helly, YOU DONT. all you know was to ask whether i still want to be with you. WTF is all this. craps! this question of yours irritated me so much. this is the question i been hearing for 1 and the half year.
have you even see my blog since i went back to blog? i think you only know that this blog exist, but NEVER visit here. all you know was mahjong mahjong mahjong, sleep sleep sleep.
i know you for around 3 years. i waited for you for 1 year plus just to be with you. and this is all you are giving me. im really really sick and tired. somehow, i just wish to end everything. but i know i wont bear to. i really cherish this relationship. but do you? you may say you do, but that is all words that are coming from your mouth. you dont even think when you answer this question. i know you too well.
maybe i know the past you, not the present want. im giving you this last chance, if you still dont know the reason why we break, then lets forget it, end this 1 and the half year relationship.
ITS A GOODBYE. &MAYBE A SEE YOU AGAIN. WHO KNOWSSSS??
yanqi ; yupps at least all our effort didnt went to waste. hhaha!
qianhui ; okay. shopping lehs, want? im having hoilday