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Saturday, March 28, 2009 || 9:19 AM

Biny say my blog is rotting. &she scolded me for not blogging.
she did remind me just now. so i decided to blog.

im angry today. thats a secret dont ask me why. i only tell people
i want to tell. so if i didnt tell you, dont bother asking me.
i shall not be angry, if not i will grow wrinkles.
im old already, so i cannot afford to be angry.

i told biny today. i will die at the age of 60. humans reaction, why pop out.
my answer was, i dont want to rely on people in the future. what if my children
think im a bother?? after 5 min of scolding from biny, i remember something.
i shall die at the age of 70 instead. she ask me why again. i told her, i will get
my CPF at the age of 67. so i have 3 years to spend it all without leaving a cents.
purpose of work = money. why work when you die even spending the money right??

so i continue telling her, i will find all ways to die at the age of 70.
& you know what, she continue to scold me. ahahas.

my relative is coming tmr, &im meeting felica after that to take photo for the skinny.
anybody intersted in the satin skinny do let me know. (: detail are at my blogshop.


Saturday, March 21, 2009 || 10:01 AM

life is soooo boring. im staying at home for the whole day.
but something caught my eye today.
the weather become sooooo red around 7.
and i saw this this was taken using my handphone.


i have the clearer one taken with my camera. its looks soooo beautiful.
it lighten up my day. (: im busy tomorrow. meetups and all. yawns.
but got money so okay larhs. lols

Friday, March 20, 2009 || 11:38 AM

nothing much happen today. im bored and im sleeping at home all day.
i even sleep when watching my favourite show. =.=

something funny happen today. my big sis drove my sec sis & brother
to hougang mall during the night. when they come home,
my sister told my father 'papa, the car thing at the side drop'.
first people reaction was to ask why.

she was there di di da ti du, thinking what to say.
in the end, she told my father she bang into the metal pole while parking.
my sec sis told her the space was too small, and so not for our car to go in.
fyi, ours is a family car. she still say its okay. but the time she park in, the
door canot open.

so, she drove to the other floor, park and wanted to see any damage and found
the metal thingy lost! she went back to the earlier floor, a car was there parked.
and the car was on the metal thingy. she knock onto the ppl car, it was a malay uncle.
she ask the uncle to reverse the car and the uncle ask her why. she told the uncle
& you know what?? the uncle laugh at her. LOL

he must be thinking, 'nowadays kids cant drive' hahas. &my papa laugh at my sister
too. only my second sister didnt laugh. cause she was blamed for asking my sis
to drive her there. LOL.


Thursday, March 19, 2009 || 8:14 AM

New skins up!! (:
did my & biny skin until 5 am yesterday.
im so proud of her skin. no should say i should steal hers.
cause i like hers more than my. but nevermind.
soon i will be changing. WAHAHAHA

imm so in need of money. sob sob.
money plssssss... my money will only come in next week.
siannnnn...

im lazyy to blog. OUTING NEXT FRIDAY.
WEE....(:


Tuesday, March 17, 2009 || 10:22 AM

okay yufen is single again. no relationship until after O. i promise.

& whoever that is. thanks for the effort of asking me to redecide again.
its no use you see. cause im actually very stubborn. once i decided something,
even if im wrong, i WOULD NOT change it.

found out lots of things today. real bad ones. but nevermind.
YUFEN MUST STUDY HARD FOR HER O'S AND EARN MORE MONEY.
BELIEVE IN WAT I WILL GET IS THE FIRST START(:

brand new start tmr. still need go back school =.=
okay im not in such good mood to blog actually.
tata~

Monday, March 16, 2009 || 9:00 AM

EVERYBODY!!! IM BACK FROM MALAYSIA.
WOOHHH~~~!!! (SIAO!)

okay firstly, sorry felica & fiona i didnt get your leggings for you. :(
im going to explain what happen now. this thing irratates me.

i was told that we are goin to malaysia for SHOPPING!!
YES I HEARD THAT SUPER CORRECTLY.
CAUSE YUFEN CANT DO WITHOUT SHOPPING.
they actually decided to go shopping before going to my uncle's house.
& because of the lateness, we went to our uncle house and decided to go tmr instead.

reach & eat out at a shopping center call 'wu fu cheng' in chinese.
thats a shopping center. sooo... it sure sell clothes.
we ate at a hawker. not a so call hawker, a more high class one.
you can choose everything you can find at a hawker in a menu, and they
will serve it to you just like a restuarant. we order 20plus different set for $207.
so singapore around $90 plus dollar. damn cheap!! wtf.

finish eating and they say to go shopping. you know what, their shopping refers to
carrfour. ASS FUCK. everytime likethat. i only manage to went in one shop.
and their clothes doesnt suit me. although they sell nice hoodie which im not intersted.
blah blah blah & went home.

2nd day ;
wake up went for breakfast. i bought a japan magazine.
they said they wanted to go shopping. call Jusco-the biggest shopping in malaysia.
it was a japan shopping center anyway. Malaysia copy them. call Desco. so lame.
beside each other somemore??

WOOH HOO. same thing happen again. they went to the Jesco supermarket.
HELLO?? I CANT UNDERSTAND WHY AUNTIE AND UNCLE LOVES TO SHOP
SUPERMARKET. FUCK FUCK FUCK. I DIDNT MANAGE TO BUY ANYTHING OKAY.

MY BUBBLEGUM EVERYBODY EAT FINISH ALSOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
I SWEAR IM NOT GOING IN TO MALAYSIA ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!


Saturday, March 14, 2009 || 9:28 AM

Its a goodbye during this morning. maybe we will be together again.
who knows?? im not feeling sad & i dont know why. maybe im use to it.
for all and everything. i dont shed a tears for all this.

you break my heart real lots of time. im getting bored of all this.
i became a heartless person maybe. do i even still love you?
i dont know. everytime we quarell, you dont even know the reason.
you said you understand, but the truth is you dont. i close one eyes
for so long. finally, my limit reach.

its been so long since we really contact. sooo long. a message maybe?
few hours one? you dont even tell me when you went to sleep.
and you know what? i actually waited for you until the morning.

DO YOU EVEN KNOW I FALL SICK?? helly, YOU DONT.
all you know was to ask whether i still want to be with you.
WTF is all this. craps! this question of yours irritated me so much.
this is the question i been hearing for 1 and the half year.

have you even see my blog since i went back to blog?
i think you only know that this blog exist, but NEVER visit here.
all you know was mahjong mahjong mahjong, sleep sleep sleep.

i know you for around 3 years. i waited for you for 1 year plus just to be with you.
and this is all you are giving me. im really really sick and tired. somehow,
i just wish to end everything. but i know i wont bear to. i really cherish this relationship.
but do you? you may say you do, but that is all words that are coming from your mouth.
you dont even think when you answer this question. i know you too well.

maybe i know the past you, not the present want. im giving you this last chance,
if you still dont know the reason why we break, then lets forget it,
end this 1 and the half year relationship.

ITS A GOODBYE. &MAYBE A SEE YOU AGAIN. WHO KNOWSSSS??

|| 3:00 AM

14 march 09


its was jerrick's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY THE WISE.
&may your wish come true. so that we all can pass o lvl. (:
yesterday was fun. its been long since i really celebrete ppl birthday.
we all thought that the cake wont turn out nice. but who knows, they quite like it.
we thought it was ugly, but they say it was nice. HAHA.
at least our effort was not wasted. did the cake until 11 plus you know.
anyway anybody who say it was ugly will kana beat by us. so nobody say.

15 march 09

today was bored. stay at home the whole day.
im going in to malaysia tomorrow to shop.
hope to get something nice back (:



uploading of pictures


zi- lian at toilet...

Formal zilian picture.

jerrick wee birthday cake.

jiaqi productions 1

jiaqi production 2

jiaqi production 3

jiaqi production 4

INFORMAL : jerrick call us to point him
(but we pushed him instead)

Formal 1
Formal 2.
thats all forks (: stay happyy


Thursday, March 12, 2009 || 9:48 AM

Life is so boring ; change seat today.
i sat in the middle of the class, at the second roll somemore. wth??
bangala sat behind me. i cant stop irritating him. maybe im too bored.
he keeps saying he is obama. =.= only smiliar between them is the colour?
haha!

went mall with felica & jiaqi after school. was suppose to have meetup,
but she told me she cannot make it. idiot. waste my strength bring 4 clothes over.
went to buy the ingredient needed to make 'the wise' birthday cake.
we have a big surprise for him. he will be very happy to received it.
im so sure(:

went home and fall asleep. when i wake up, jiaqi and mavis was outside my house.
&they laugh. soooo evil. ahwang came awhile after that. went hougang point when
the cake was baking. they wanted to eat cupnoodles. finish up the cake after
that. i can say that, if anybody say the cake looks ugly, im going to kill that ppl. (:


Wednesday, March 11, 2009 || 10:09 AM

today is the last day of superteen. to be very frank. i hate this course at first.
&maybe i like it, because i can skip classes. classes are boring, so not for me.
that's explain why i retain.

affter this three day, after all the good and bad times together, i felt that actually,
it was a good course. trainers are good and friendly. sometimes when they teach
theory it boreds me and i fall asleep. but afterall if i were called to rate this course,
99/100 man!! thumbs up. (: there is always room for improvement. for one to step higher.

this course actually tell me what i want to do in the future. set my goals and all.
i wanted to have a shop of my own in the future. selling all my brand clothes.
&maybe its time for me to study. to be very frank, im soooooo lazy. hais.

ahhhhhhhhh......... how i wish this course last forever. so i dont need study and can
enjoy myself there. so sad..sobsob.


Tuesday, March 10, 2009 || 8:20 AM

this few days have not been updating. and i can sense that its going to rot soon.
soo.. lets just blog about this few day. im lazy not because im lazy.
get what i mean?? hahas actually im doing my blogshop you see?
im sort of cash. that is what i say.

people, do support my blogshop. thank you i love you all so much.
although my heart will always be with my baby. LOLS. that quite abit mushy.
earn a little now. few bucks until all the meetup people meet me for the clothes.

okay today is the second day of superteen. people like eunice and jiaqi will know.
that is a bian tai course. why? cause it makes you cry like hell and it feed you with
food continueously which is good for ahwang. 'AHWANG just simply LOVES FOOD.'
see the sentence and what i caps? that's what they teach. main point. im actually absorbing
right?? hahas. okay enough of that. i got something to announce.

jiaqi see this!!! ONE CUP OF MARTELL PLEASE. that is what you owe me man.
HAHAHA. dont believe ask qiuyi instead. LOLS.

reflection of the day
dear mummy & daddy,
today at superteen, i understand that i have done you all wrong.
mummy, im sorry to scold back at you when you shouted at me although i just still feel like doing.
and i know how hard it is for you to give birth to me. i wont ask money or present from
you for my birthday. so...at least buy me a chocolate cake larhs. buy hors not make.
&thank you for giving birth to me to let me see the good and bad about life.
daddy, i understand that you are very disappointed in me. for all i have done.
i wanted to tell you that im sorry. i understand how hard it is for you to work when we
are still sleeping just to earn money for our school fee and support this home.
&thank you very much for giving me this chance. last sentence i wanted to say
to you two.

DADDY MUMMY I LOVE YOU!!! YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THE ONE I LOVE MOST.

and my dearest baby, IMISSYOU(:

Friday, March 06, 2009 || 8:22 AM

Today is friday, just as jiaqi said "tomorrow is a weekend". haha!
school was damn boring today. nothing much happen.

went amk to find baby. he wanted to cut his hair.
he got a damn cute haircut. looks ahgong. wahaha.
but overall was okay. bus to amk hub after that to shop around.
baby keep complain that he was hungry. walked all the way to sumo house
for japanese food(: still that nice overall.

i still remember that jael was the one who brought us first there.
and we say that the sumo is her. she even took a picture of her and the sumo.
but sadly i lost it. went movie after that. watch 'push' if im not wrong.
nice movie. rated 4/5. ask me if you want to know the details(:

bus home after that~


Thursday, March 05, 2009 || 6:40 AM

feeling tired when went to school this morning.
slept for two whole period during poa. other than that was awake.
so good. during maths, went toilet with jiaqi. and went the other class to call
ahwang and felica. end up that we 4 zilian in the toilet. lols. picture will be updated soon.

after school went out to compass with ahwang mavis jiaqi and quiyi to eat pizzahut.
felica cant go. so sad. maybe next time. just as the same. ahwang do her typical throwface
thing. the waiter was standing in front of ahwang when we were ordering our food, and
she took up the knife saying 'want money or life'. jiaqi quickly press her hand down.
haha. and when we are eating, ahwang drop her vege on the floor.=.=
i wanted to change place cause i was sitting in front of her. but i thought forget it.
since i was going to finish my food..

went 77 street to shop for baby and 'the wise' present. for your information if you dont know.
jerrick aka our class monitor call himself the wise. super =.====.
he wanted a pencil box. &there is no nice one. went inside shop and i bought a shirt.
bought something in the end for baby also. but found out it was abit dirty as it was in white.
forget it i forget to check.

bus home after that. was talking to mavis about relationship. she's so scared that she
cant marry out. cause she think guy is disgusting. lols. nevermind. things will change when
you grow up older. (:


Wednesday, March 04, 2009 || 2:57 AM

yufen is in a bad mood.

today was suppose to be a good day. but i didnt know why things turn out his way.
was so happy that i can meet baby today. &guess wat. he reaches at 4 plus. when he was
suppose to meet me at around 2plus going 3. fine, as long as i get to meet him.
it doesnt matter. treat him with long john, went popular for his thing and went out.
pass him with the picture i printed, showed him the one i just edited and he ask me to send him.

found out that he chup other gang again. he mia from kovan one for so long.
and the problem is, he didnt even tell me about it. ask him & he shouted at me.
i kept quiet. to him maybe attitude. he ask me to go home if continue like that .

i walked away, to the interchange and head home. i feel so sad.
the way you shouted at me. the way you hide things from me.
reach point and it was raining. a kind old grandma cover me with her umbrella.
she makes my day better.

its no use saying sorry when you have already done it.
its no use saying anything after you hurt me like this.

you are no longer the one i know. and this is not the first time.
too many times to remember. forever with you, i would get hurt over and over again.
i may seems happy, but do you know how sad i am inside?
i have to smile all the time, i dont want my friends to worry.
do you know anything? no you dont. and you forever will not.

a word sorry or duibuqi means nothing. it is just a word.
you ask what i want you to do. let me ask you back,
what will you do. other than saying sorry? still sorry.
2 more days to our one year half anniversary. i dont even know whether i should
stay with you. i feel so tired. i really do. im sick and tired of all this.

would you tell me what to do? i guess you wont be seeing this also. no point saying all this to my blog. and maybe my blog is the only place i can vent my emotion.



Tuesday, March 03, 2009 || 3:42 AM

okay okay jiaqi is damn pissed off from wat i say edward is very ugly.
she even apply violence on me. LOLS. im so ke lian. i wana sue her.
HAHAHA~ okay school today was fun. laugher all around.

the stupidest thing that happen today:
ahwang lost her wallet. yeah! she lost it this time.
not other people taking her wallet. look around the whole class,
in the end she throw at cheryl chair. DUMB right?
typical ahwang.

the funniest thing that happen today :
everybody farted at ahwang face today. shunjie was like putting her backsidee
at her face. ahwang continue to look at it. when he decided he should fart.

the most unbelievable things that happen today :
i borrow two books from the library. HAHAHA.
but its in chinese. cause i hate reading english books.
and its love story so its okay. (:

the things i wanted to buy most today :
the mickey mouse mouse. its sooo cute can??
i wanted to buy it for my laptop. but still thinking whether i should buy it.

i was talking to jiaqi and marilyn just now. talking about pong kim. (i forget how to spell)
he's those from special school and takashimaya cold storage is the only cold storage
that will accept people from special school. pong kim is a trolley guy. and his favourite
word is 'EXCUSE ME'. he would shout it far away at the entrance when he is going toward
cold storage entrance. and when he saw people putting 20cents for the trolley, his favourite
sentence will be ' you canot put 20cents you must put $1, the thing will SPOILTTT.
he will like emphersize on the word spoilt which make it so funny. its bad to laugh but
nevermind.

my glossy leggings have arrive. YAY!! but its with marilyn. but i still have no idea what
clothes to match it with. anybody, idea pls thank you.

&& biny is so into this word nowadays. ' succhers' its actually the same pronouncation as the
word suckers. and she keep scold me with this word. idiot biny. YOU WATCH OUT. HUR!!

im so freaking tired now. feel like sleeping. but i cant. yawn....


Monday, March 02, 2009 || 12:22 AM

lalala~
school today, damn tiring. but quite fun though.
firstly, mavis claim that she is a shu nu.
which everybody laugh their head off & to me, her action doesnt shows.
nevermind.

secondly, jiaqi is so damn pissed off during recess assembly. HAHAHA!!!
i love watching jiaqi getting piss off. (: and thank you ridwan for that.
he told jiaqi that edward sucks. i totally agree.
and that when edward looks inside the mirror, the mirror is going to crack.
just like the fairytale, he's going to ask the mirror who is the handsome-est guy.
and the mirror will reply : stop asking me. OMG. HAHAHA!!! so cool.

after assembly on the way back to class, ridwan follow jiaqi and call his
bunch of friend to shout 'EDWARD SUCKS' together.
it was damn loud and jiaqi was like. WTH!! he is so shuai. lols.
they even sing the song :
'edward edward edward sucks, edward edward sucks'.

WAHAHAHA~ okay my point of this post is to laugh at jiaqi. (:
i know im evil, but who cares! by the way, edward really sucks.

& baby, i miss you. <33s.