I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

always lookback ;

Friday, August 31, 2007 || 1:43 AM

&HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TUHH ALL TEACHERS.
but sadly nort tuhh apple chong though(:

have lesson for dhe first two period of dhe dae.
poa teacher didnt come. free period.
nxt period was chinese. ndd everibody confronted bobo.
ndd she still look lyk she dunchh take it seriously.
wateva. nort intersted aniway.

hmms went to walk around dhe skool for two round at dhe third ndd
fourth period. bloody ass make me sweat. sho damn hot can??
recess ndd concert after dhat. short ndd sweet concert. some
seniors went back ndd perform. XD

pictures shall continue my post of dhe day. (:

jokers of E5

eunice dunchh eat jael up arhs!!

&dhe perfect guai kia. LOLS

eunice, my mi mi guan xi girl.

jasmine. jerrick's mi mi guan xi

lamers HAHA

SIAOZHARBO. XD

boredness gort over us soon.

very soon.

window close. thanks for ur attention.

hhaaas.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007 || 2:32 AM

&ie decided to retype this post. XD
this ish dhe edited version.

3 free periods of dnt as mr liang didnt come. AGAIN!!
he's alwaes taking leave for dunchh noe wat reason. =.=
play poker in class wid eunice sinyue ndd jasonliow.
ie keep wining becus ie gort dua di hhaaas. XD

maths was sho damn boring, borrow jael's pillow tuhh sleep
but in dhe end found out dhat she liu kou shui LOLS. didnt
sleep in dhe end. have surprise test which teacher allows
us to tok?? cause she left dhe classroom. OMG.

play dhe rain wid jasonliow ndd danny ndd gort myself sho wet ndd
cold. left when dhe bell ring. hhaaas. went to take 325 tuhh mall.
&ie totally forget tuhh pick eunice up. soriew eunice. hhaaas.
ie will pick ue up tmr. XD wave gudbye tuhh eunice when she reach.

went to eat long john ndd buy kelly eyedrop before going home.
slack awhile while sending song at my block wid liangy. XD

important
JASMINE & JERRICK gort mi mi guan xi.
EUNICE & ME oso gort mi mi guan xi.
JAZREEL & JASON gort gong kai guan xi.

LOLS.

Monday, August 27, 2007 || 6:07 AM

&something's botherinqq me. fuck up sia.

im like sho damn bored larhs hais. tinkinqq obb something
oso. dunchh noe who tuhh trust actually. haisss....

ie broke my mirror in class. dhen ie was like OH SHIT.
yea some will believe dhat something bad will happen.
lyk me!! =.= ie once broke a mirror ndd im super suay dhat
tym okay.

aniway went to watch secrets today. finally??
didnt really like dhe show though. dunchh noe??
different people have different comment. hmms.

went home ndd found out dhat my nose keep bleed non-stop
more fuck up. hais. didnt ate my dinner. ndd im having fever oso.
ohmytian wat happen sia.

Friday, August 24, 2007 || 5:08 AM

&THERE'S NOTHING GOING ON BETWEEN ME NDD JERRICK!!!

ie can swear dhat okay. dhere really nothing goin on between us.
arghh!! &hor dhe swam ish jasmine dhey all give derhs.
ie didnt give him lorhs. omg omg omg. kill me bahs.
nono ie should kill eunice!! &everybody, news!!
eunice LOVES jackie. dhey are dhe ones who really gort mi mi guan xi okay.(:
im innocent derhs lorhs.XD

went bugis wid ahhui after skool. bought dhe bag ndd a shirt dhay iw alwaes wanted.
hheees. went to eat at dhe cafe, ahhui treat. she promise
to buy me eat. order a spagg & dhe choco cookie. share dhe food & its nort
bad though. mux go eat again nxt fri. hhaaas.

went down hougang by cab after dhat. went home after a while. saw don dhat
ass guy HAHAHA. jkjk.

Thursday, August 23, 2007 || 7:25 AM

like wat ie say im going to post bout wat i say in class.
im gonna tag at eunice blog, write at my post & send comment
tuhh eunice sayinqq tuhh dhat she likes jackie HAHAHA!!

&ie really did it. LOLS. hope eunice wont kill me bahs.
yea may god bless me hhaaas. im sho bored sho bored sho bored.
alot thing happen today. dhe guds ndd bad. shall nort post bout it.
takkares people. (:

Wednesday, August 22, 2007 || 1:13 AM

&im currently in a SUPER BAD mood.
dunchh play wid me.

ie just gort home. kinda early todae ndd my mum
start saeinqq ie pon skool ndd alwaes late for skool
its lyk ITS A LONG TYM ALREADY SINCE IM LATE OKAY!!!
arghh ndd ie shouted at her. ndd we started quarellinqq.

why cant parents understand wat dheir child ish thinkinqq??
its lyk dhey give birth tuhh their child ndd dheir tinkinqq ish
TOTALLY different from ours. !!!!! ie shall stop this topic ndd
continue doing my blog tuhh cool myself down.

will post again when my blog ish ready. (:

Tuesday, August 21, 2007 || 12:31 PM

&sorry people im tryinqq tuhh figure out dhe pictures at dhe top.
do drop me comments bout dhat kkaes.
will post right after ie finish my skin. thanks

Saturday, August 18, 2007 || 6:56 AM

outinqq wid huiting jie today. hhaaas woken up by nuer at 10+
slack awhile at home ndd went to find huiting at city hall.
didnt manage to see her at dhe mrt station sho we agree to
meet at bugis instead. &&&ie lost my way on dhe mrt station.
ie took 4 train from city hall to get to bugis. which ish one stop
again. OMG. noe it.

finally reach bugis & meet huiting. went to eat straight away
as she's sho hungry. hhaaas. ie ate a double chocolate cookie
ndd a glass of grape. dhe cookie taste nice, big ndd thin.
but dhe grape has a weird taste. afterall its okay.

went around shopping after dhat. saw dhe bag dhat ie alwaes
wanted ndd ie swear im going back for dhat. saw a shirt ie lyk
too. going save money nxt week.

went to kovan mac ndd slack as we both didnt gort money today.
bought a box of biscuit ndd eat. SHO NICE CAN?? hhaaas.
aniway ie saw jiaqi at kovan mac ndd she was sho shock LOLS.

went compass after dhat as huiting wanted to buy something for her
mother. mrt ndd bus home after dhat alone. while on dhe bus at hougang
green dhere this topid girl who park ndd car at dhe bus stop ndd block
dhe bus from moving.

dhen dhe bus uncle keep beep-inqq dhe car can?
dhen everibody was looking. dhen this k-po uncle siting beside me went
down to find out wat happen. when he came back he told his family
dhat dhe girl dunchh hab money to park her car at carpark ndd he gave $2
tuhh dhat girl. everithing sound ok rite?? dhen when ie was about to
pluck my earpiece back to my ear ie hear him saein ' ue dunchh noe singapore
gort alot pig one mehs?? pig brain ndd useless people.'

he's lyk sho idiotic can?? ass larhs people nvber sae ue kpo vehh gud liaos
still go sae ppl pig. ndd wat gort alot pig in singapore lorhs.
ie noe ue are one obb dhem okay.
dunchh need sae until liddat derhh rite?? arghhhh...

&programe for nxt week.
-watch secret wid nuer.
-buy my dhat bag.
-eat eat & eat LOLS.

pictures of dhe dae.

dhe biscuit ie bought. nice nice

zilian at mrt(:

me ndd huiting jie. 180807.

&thanks for dhe dae girl [:

Thursday, August 16, 2007 || 2:40 AM

there some problems wid my link yesterday.
&now its fine already. XDD change some
of my blog content oso.

today was a tiring day. yea maybb becus ie
slept at 4am last night. fell asleep during poa
lesson. other dhat was okay.

ie forget to off silent mode and when keting
call me during physic, my fone ring sho loudly can.
somemore techno dhen apple chong was like.
ue vehh bz hor?? ndd he scolded me. dhen ie keep
saein sorriew. sho bad.

went to pasamalum to buy things to eat after school.
dhen went to point to buy kfc ndd went back to buy
tuhtuh kuay. im sho hungry can?? hhaaas my mother
keep saein im fat ndd keep eating. ahhhh... ie wan go
on diet but ie jux cant stop eating. sian sian sian.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007 || 8:50 AM

&CONGRA ME FOR FORGETING HIM TOTALLY.
maybe its better this way(:

yea lyk wat ie sae, today i was on dhe fone wid ahhui.
&when we are chatinqq ie somhow found out dhat ie dunchh
miss him lyk ie do last tym. ndd ie dunchh wait for him msg
anymore. XD dhat a good thing rite?? a new start maybe.

school was quite boring actually. was chatinqq wid jael dhe
whole day today. hhaaas. ndd she lend me her ghost story
book home. hheees. thankks girl.

went to slack after school & went pasamalum to shop around
before going home. jackie wans his coin but ie didnt manage
to online in dhe afternoon. sad case hhaaas. &ie told him
dhat im going to mia in neopets ndd he was lyk WALAU!!
LOLS :P

benben & kutekute. (:

Tuesday, August 14, 2007 || 6:17 AM

yawn bored day at school. nothing much happen actually.

eunice didnt come today. &dhe class seem to be quieter.

eunice!! mux takkare ndd come back tmr.

ie will miss ue derhhs. XD

pictures will explain my day...

love us not. our promises.

in dhe toilet going out.

ue can imagine how bored i am.

Monday, August 13, 2007 || 6:41 AM

HAPPY GHOST FESTIVAL!!
&takkare people. remember to go home earlier. XD

met up wid liangy dhey all as usual but earlier this tym.
wanted danny to help me style my hair.
to be exact, im lazy hhaaas. &since danny dunchh mind
ie shall let him do it. thankks danny hhaaas. XD

went to school wid jael sitting behind me during
assembly. she was sho damn shock can. bout me cuttinqq
my hair short. hhaaas chated wid her dhe whole assembly.
went back to class ndd dhe girls start chatinqq again.
bout ghost story this tym.

nth much happen after dhat. went to eat pizza hut wid
liangy qianhui ndd danny at kovan.
order bbq chicken ndd hawaiian(bad spelling) supreme.
nice nice(: was fightinqq wid ahhui for dhe bbq chicken.
&while she was laughing at me, ie ate away her chicken.
she was sho mad at me can. hhaaas.

went to slack ndd went home after dhat.
basically im sho damn bored can?? yawn*

Thursday, August 09, 2007 || 9:00 PM

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY. XD
&im back to post. (:

yea ie noe im lame. hhaaas. bleah bleahs.
nth much happen ytd. should not post bout it.
ie found some old foto which ie forget tuhh
post. . so let dhe

pictures speak for dhe dae.

me ndd qianhui nuer. XD

blur blur image.

HATE me?? FUCK OFF.

&cherish dhe frend beside ue.

relection of dhe day.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007 || 5:41 AM

was woken up by qianhui nuer today at 7.
ie didnt went to school. she didnt too.
but she cant stay at home. tuhh bad hhaaas.
she was on fone wid me when she suddenly
saw ahhliang ndd danny. hmms she went wid dhem
tuhh monfort mac tuhh eat while ie go ndd find dhem.

reach around 10 and liangy cutinqq her hair.
looks betta lerhhs. XD she sae my hair ish short.
ndd bu xi guan. went on slacking at puggol park.
slack for a long tym. ahliang ndd qianhui sae dhey heard
voices dhere. ndd sae dhat dhe toilet ish huanted.
hmms who noes??

slack at point after dhat ndd went home round 4+.
im sho damn bored ndd playinqq neopets to give
eunice money. (:

pictures explain my day...

while slacking.

benben ndd kutekute.

taken at yesterday nite before sleeping.

Tuesday, August 07, 2007 || 6:43 AM

HAPPY BDAE EUNICE!!
&im sorry for not celebrating with ue.

give jael as a present to eunice today.
damn funny HAHA. hmms took foto
blah blah. dhen went to take cake for
eunice as a surprise. XD ie didnt manage
to celebrate wid her. sob sob. sorry gal
hope ue lyk ur cake kkaes.

nothing much happen on this few days.
will keep my post short for today.
hmms went to cut my hair.
super duper short.

short mahs?? hhaaas.

&dhe more childish ie look each tym.

my bad mama sae wat happen tuhh me sia.
cut shorter ndd shorter each tym.
she noes ie dont lyk short hair.
but bo bian wana change hairstyle but hair tuhh short.

im sho bored at home. tmr not going skool.
thus ndd fri oso no skool sho it will bb a 5 dae hoildae
for me. XD takkares ppl!

Saturday, August 04, 2007 || 8:17 AM

ie jux uploaded a video tuhh my blog.
found it while playing wid youtube. hhaas.
childish me. =.=

anyway its quite nice ndd ie lyk dhe remix
betta dhan dhe actually one. maybe becus
im bore of dhe old one already.

wait for my song to load finish before watching
dhe video or ue will hear two sound. sorry for
dhat ya?? enjoy people. XD

|| 1:54 AM

its been 3 days lerhhs, since we break.
sometym ie feel sho lonely without ue.
will tink ob dhe tyms we had together.
but ie can swear dhat ie didnt cry,
not for ue. animore.

ie wont do anithing to hurt myself oso.
cause its nort worth it. yea. maybe
wat ie sae is hurting but at least dhat dhe
only way to forget ue.

if ue dunchh love me in dhe first place,
dunchh ask me for patch. ue make me
lose trust in love.

ie wont trust love ANYMORE.
&ie wont bb dhe doll ue play around wid last tym.

Friday, August 03, 2007 || 7:15 AM

went to watch alone today. nice nice movie.
hmms kinda scary larhs but dhe ghost face vehh
hao xiao. lols. today vehh happy larhs me.
enjoy dhe whole day outside. yupps.

; yea ie have decided not to think bout ue animore.
i hear something dhat breaks my heart. fangxin
vehh fast ie will forget ue.

Thursday, August 02, 2007 || 5:57 AM

ie told myself not to cry. not to but my tears
just keep falling off. dhis tym im really going
to forget him. once my love, xiaobendan.
ie dunchh wish to break ndd patch ndd makes
me hurt again. someone, please take my pain off me.

nuer ; thankks for being at my side today. ie noe what
ie did today scare ue at my house dhere. duibuqi.
ie promise ue ue will see dhe happy me
again kkaes. jux give me some tym. yuppies.

ok fucker apple chong again. he keep saying dhat
ie gort bad marks ndd dont know how to do dhe pratical
becus ie fold my skirt. bloody hell bastard larhs. seriously
NO LINK CAN?? ass sia. he oso dunchh wan give eunice
jael dhey all back dhey paper as he thought dhey owe him
an apology when its him who owe dhey one. hell him sia.
omg. talk bout him only make me pekchek.

im seriously no mood to blog.
&my heart my soul are no longer wid me.
im pronounce dead.