I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

always lookback ;

Thursday, May 31, 2007 || 2:29 AM

our love story started on the 270407 and ended on 310507
1 month and 4 days those will stay as my memories foreva
thanks for the times. XD

Monday, May 28, 2007 || 9:15 AM

wake up at 12+ today.
my mum ask me to go hougang mall with her.
didnt want to go in the first place.
she promise to buy shoes for me.
look around and didnt saw any shoes i like.
saw winne and mavis there too.

anyway sleep the whole day at home after that.
wake up at night and today my father return from thailand.
and and when he come back.
HE RETURN ME MY SIM CARD!!!
LOLS. was damn happy larhx. i was talking to shumin
when he suddenly return me and i told shumin i love her
HAHA. she think im mad. hhehes.

Saturday, May 26, 2007 || 1:56 PM

&people im currently in MIA statue.

i delete yesterday post due to the error in the post.
sorry. this will be the makeup for it.

due to the 'good' result of my. im banned from going out
and worst come to worst my handphone also kana confiscated
which i bought with my own money and paid my bill with my own money
and i will only have my things back in 2 weeks time. =.=
thats so fucking long can. haish

i cant even contact anybody larhx even laogong. sianx
im going to rot at home this two whole week. kill me bahx
if you are looking for me just simply tag at my blog or drop
me a comment in friendster i will reply asap. thanks

i cant contact anybody through phone or msg.
haish my kelian de laogong. today is our one month
and i arent by ur side really dui bu qi. i will make up
to you someday kkaes. wo ai ni. XD

Wednesday, May 23, 2007 || 7:35 AM

change my song to S.H.E- wu yue tian

didnt went to school today.
hhahas have it all plan when my mother ask
me in the morning to wake up i told her i dont wana go.
hhahas she lose in the end. leaving me sleeping again
muhhahas.

wake up at 10+ with lots and lots of message and miss call.
reply and call biny. ask her to pei me. hhahas.
meet her at her house there saw xiaodi too.
went to point to pass melmel and banana their mp3
and went to mall to meet liangy qianhui and weiguang.

eat my breakfast there. my favourite long john!! hhahas.
went to kovan after that. biny went to cut her hair.
its so damn ps can she cut alone and there are the 5
of us there. everybody seem to look at us LOLS.

was blasting music in the salon hhahas. the butch
that always help us cut our hair say my song was nice
WAHAHAHA!! lols. siao. they went back to school after that.
i went home and watch DVD and fall asleep. hhehes.

Monday, May 21, 2007 || 11:22 AM

21 may

laogong HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! hhahas.
went to meet laogong at mac at 11+
slack around point and went to xinmin there
to find laogong teacher. paikia wong!! LOLS.

yea true enough got potential to be paikia
hhahas. went back to point to slack for a very long time
after that my phone became no batt so sad. haish
borrow batt from jiaying for a while to check my msg

my eyelid has been jumping for the whole day.
and and 2 jobs people call me to go down today.
in the end i tua two of them. im sho bad right??

hhahas was not feeling well larhx due to some reason
has been sleeping from 8+ till 10+ eat eat then go back sleep
reply laogong msg while sleeping and he call me a few times
didnt hear and he call me again. pick up the phone.

was chating with him and he was singing hhahas.
after that he told me that his bill was going to burst and kup
with me before that he told me to go back sleep while i say
i wan play the com. he was angry with me larhx. sorry!!

im going to sleep soon. XD AGAIN!

Saturday, May 19, 2007 || 5:56 AM

went to meet huiting jie today for shopping.
was suppose to meet at 11.30 and i was late.
as usually sorry girl. =S

went looking around for formal clothes and bought
two in the end. bought one shirt for myself too.
hhehes. was cheap as huiting know the shopkeeper.
thankks girl i love you foreva LOLS.

went back to hougang as huiting need to meet her friend
they wanted to cut hair and trim their eyebrown. i wanted
to trim too so i tag along. hhahas i didnt know i was so pain
and and i swear im not going to pluck again!! i can still feel
the pain now but at least my eyebrown looks nicer than before.
hhahas.

went back after that when laogong ask me to meet him at
point and wait for him. was finding somebody to accompany
me. ahliang agree to meet me YAY!! my beloved kutekute.
hhehes. slack around at point and they came at 6+.
talk for a while before i went home. yawns

pictures of the day...

190506 on the way to buy laogong present

me and my jie. loves.

Friday, May 18, 2007 || 6:38 PM

wednesday

went to science center. so lame right. haish but cant blame

larhx i go because i got CIP later. sad case.

went to see the 3D show which i fall asleep in 5 min time
because i dont know what is it showing. alot of them fall

asleep too. hhahas.

me jael and eunice bought popcorn $3.50 for one big container

woohh!! and there the stupid eric lam who keep aiming at out popcorn

and pretend to talk to us while his hand grab our popcorn. he took alot

and say i look like the things in the picture. AHHH!!!! stupid him!!

and there this one teacher who was very cute. he look at our popcorn and

say wow so much can i have one? hhahas he cute right. LOLS.

pictures of the day...

me and jael hhahas.

reflection at the toilet.XD

me zi lian-inqq. hhahas

thursday

didnt went to school at all. was tired and what they doing

was the english course the whole day which taught you how to

talk so lame right?? hhahas eunice and jael jio me out for mahjong

XD play for a while and went to hougang mall with eunice eat longjohn

and change the money which i took at the rate of $12.30!! LOLS.

heng i take. went keting house after that play for a while and went home

was so damn bz the whole day hhahas.

pictures of the day..

reflections.

friday

went to discovery center in the early morning.

was doing nothing there actually. watch one 3D

show which i dont know what isit saying and thus

i fall asleep AGAIN!hhahas.

went for the interview at kovan after that. went home

change and rush down to compass to buy ahboi formal.

then cant find any i like the one that i like only left with XL

which is a little too big for him. intend to go buy it at bugis

the next day.

meet melmel banana felica and ??(dont know what she call)

and went to look for the ?? stead. he told us 15min

while he took 2 hours to get down. went down to pasir by cab

after that. meet laogong and the others. hhehes.

they wanted to go to the redhouse but in the end we went other place.

some of them didnt want to go in so in the end we walk back instead.

melmel was so scared that he hold on to the other ahboi there.

hhahas i went to di siao her and she shout at me LOLS.

went home after that. laogong pei me go wait for cab hhehes.

bleahx...

pictures of the day..

reflection of the day. XD

me me me!!

me and melmelSTEAD. hhahas.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007 || 6:21 AM

woke up at 6.50 today so damn late.
was raining that why rush everything and my
house phone ring. ahliang call me to ask bout the guitar.
reply her and see my fone. no msg... weird. keting will msg
me everyday bout that time. and the final conculsion is she overslept.

call ahliang back and ask her to meet me. went to school together.
we will sharing umbrella and ahliang got pekchek she walk in the rain
hhahas ke lian ke lian.

spent the whole day in school finding job hhahas. lalala~

Monday, May 14, 2007 || 7:32 AM

went to sing k with keting and carolyn
yongyou didnt want to go. =.=
went there and it wasnt open yet.
stupid waited for one hour before it open
a group of asshole was there kpkb-inq.
whatever. lalala~ was singing happily until
ahboii and erm (dunchh noe how spell her name) came.

was kinda high in the first place. keting heard one song
and started to emo. after that we will singing some very high
song until i started to hear my emo song too and started to emo also.
i alway didnt fail to emo after hearing that song. so bad. hhahas.

went to slack around at mac for a while and went to take bus home
was walking when we saw this nail sticker so nice hhahas.
me keting and carolyn bought one each same colour somemore. LOLS.
went home eat bath and SLEEP!! hhahas. im one pig hhehes.

Sunday, May 13, 2007 || 6:35 AM

sleep at 3am+ yesterday was on the phone with laogong.
wake up at 9+ today sho early can. i cant sleep haish.
onli 6 hours of sleep.. =.= just as i was about to crawl
out of my bed laogong msg me say he was going in to
malaysia already reply him and went to bath

choose my clothes makeup and realised it was going 12 already.
ok im very slow can.. msg eunice and meet her at point.
went kovan together with her and meet jael. jael was so funny can
she was wearing until so nice when she bring a red umbrella.
hmm quite matching though with her clothes but its just to auntie.
eunice offer to help her take and she brought as to the place for interview

the first thing i saw and was intersted in was the pool table there.
pay per game and that means NO NEED TO CHECK IC!!
hhahas. told the girl we came for interview and she ask us lots
of thing wrote down our particulars and went to play pool!!!!

i won a few rounds was quite happy. eat their meals and continue to
play pool again. im just simply a pool lover HAHA!! went to kovan to
shop around and found a shoe i lyk for onli $10 high heel somemore
didnt buy in the end was lack of cash. bought a handphone keychain
in the end. was a couple one

went home with eunice after that and the first thing i do was to have
my sleep. LOLS. i need 12 hours of sleep daily. hhahas. i was scolded
for sleeping too long by my father just now. =X

anyway high recomant for eating there. inside kovan cc
their food is OMG can so nice and kinda cheap.
gort pool somemore can play boardgames there too.
XD hope i get the job there. i love the place there.

pictures of the day..

boi ;; say you love me.

i look weird dont i??

me and eunice. XD

Saturday, May 12, 2007 || 8:00 AM

wake up at 10+ today.
dream of lots of miss call and message
and so wake up to see if its true.
aniway there really lots and lots of message
and miss call. then while i was checking again eunice
call me. she say there is a job interview tomorrow at 1
answer her and reply message before going back to
sleep wake up at 1+.

was so damn bored and sick.
went back to sleep and wake up at 4+
lots and lots of message and miss call again.
was a bad dae larhx quarell with laogong.
he was angry with me becus i scold him fuck and he
scold me ccb sho bad. haiish..

have PIZZA for dinner. YAY!!!
ie pay for it though.. dots?
i eat alot and my mum say im fat. sob sob.
but whateva lalala~ went to hougang point
to buy my remover and now dieing of boredness

HAIISH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Friday, May 11, 2007 || 7:30 AM

friday aka today

meet eunice and jael for finding job today.
eunice came to my house wait for me to change and went to her house
while jael went home and change. meet jael at amkhub.
she was with her frend. name kenneth we call him ahgong hhahas.

walk around the whole amkhub and no job availble stupid ass.
saw jocelyn!! hhahas she call me. chat with her a while before leaving
was going up and down as we dont know the direction.
went outside amkhub and eat sumo house kinda cheap larhx their food.
XD anyway went to search the place where our interview was at tuesday.

they wrote it was a cafe but turn out to be a koptiam. so cheap sia they.
whatever going to miss that and went for the monday interview instead.
went to play pool after that with jael eunice and ahgong.
we teach eunice how to play pool and we pair for a game so fun hhahas.

went home after that was quite a tiring day though XD haiish~

Thursday, May 10, 2007 || 8:17 AM

thurday aka today

didnt go school today. was lazy larhx hhahas.
wokeup in the morning by lots of call and message.
arghh.. my sleep. =X

keting was missing in action too LOLS. she overslept
and didnt go to school. wanted to meet her in the morning
outside school and found out much later she overslept.
message her and took her a long time to reply as she was still
sleeping. LOLS like mother like daughter all like to sleep.
hhahas.

anyway went to mall with her. when i was on the bus there this
two PERVERT who keep looking at me asshole fucker. was
so damn pekchek we were like eye contact for so fucking long
can and he dont want to turn away when i look at him argghhhh!!!

reach hougang mall shop around until nothing to do
so we bought one coke and went to plaza sing. play the arcade
only manage to win a few sweets. carolyn call and jio us
to sing k. went in the end. anyway my mummie and i have
a pouch each hhehes. baby mickey and tiger!! LOLS sho cute can
sing k until 5 and went home after that.

picture of the day...

reflections of the day.

at the bus..

Wednesday, May 09, 2007 || 4:05 AM

wednesday aka today

so lazy to post larhx haish but my blog is rotting.
change a new skin. was bored of the previous one.
haish exam's over. YAY!!

hhehes now im so free good good good. LOLS.
im going to find work on friday with eunice and jael.
wish me sucess. hhehes. i really want a job larhx
so i can go out and shop. in need of cash recently.

im going to buy keting and biny present if i found work.
so good of me right LOLS. XD haish was quite sad larhx
tis few daes really vehh stress.
im nortt going to post wat happen larhx.

你的人在我这里，可是你心不在.
我不知如何是好. 可能，可能... ...

Wednesday, May 02, 2007 || 7:39 AM

had exam today. ahboi didnt msg at first.
thought he was avoiding me larhx haish
then he msg say he at home sleeping and not going for exam
he so good larhx dont need take exam... sianx
then went to sing k again with melmel keting ahwei and banana
laogong and xiaogary came after that.
was so sad lorhx he like dont wan care me like that.
after that turn out that he was not in a good mood haish.
he's not meeting me tomorrow either sianx...
i miss the days where we chat on the phone together

& mayb if you speak ur mind i would noe wat you are thinking.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007 || 9:14 AM

wake up fucking early in the morning.
bath change makeup and went to compass by cab.
meet the other and went to laogong house.
waited at his room while he go and bath his auntie came
in and ask me lots of question slack at his house for a while
before going marina play arcade at marina with laogong while waiting
for the others to come and meet us.

went to slack at the staircase and play truth or dare with the others
then went to marina for steamboat. laogong give me and keting
one hoochh each. thankks!! iieLOVEyou-. #

was drinking on our journey there my head was so damn pain
after stop drinking didnt have the mood to eat anyway
laogong feed me with food hhahas. he is so cute can

then went to arcade to play for a while and went to play pool
its so long since i play pool so fun but was damn cold
laogong was not feeling well he looks so sleepy and bored
went home after that the taxi uncle dont allow 5 people so
laogong step down haish poor him sick and lonely
call him with keting phone to make sure he is ok

p.s boi you sick dont anyhow go anywhere le larhx. haish~